I miss my baby every day. I loved this poem so much, it made me cry. Its so hard. Its been really hard. They were in no particular order: I broke up with your dad and essentially kicked him out of our apartment. I pull out a second test with two pink lines, that I took while on the phone with my sister this time in the apartment, this time repeating different expletives. I am yet to book the appointment but i know it is the better choice. After I had the abortion I desperately wanted that the doctor made a mistake and month after month I wished to be pregnant. Now, Im regretting every single day of my life. The afternoon I found out I was pregnant with you was just like any other day waiting for my period: I was late. I commend you for making that choice. I wanted to be your everything. Hi Sarah, Ive just had a baby (two weeks ago) at 40, I do feel age is but a number. I didnt want anyone in the world to have my baby, I didnt want the guy that knocked me up to have my baby and I also felt a little pushed by his mother to have the abortion so instead of keeping him or her for myself I killed my baby. Everyday I think about my baby, Im still google searching what the baby would look like at this gestation age, what the baby would be doing. The following article is one I submitted back in March 2017. I still was no where near ready for how much my life would have to change. My husband does not want another child. But I'll also give you plenty of hugs and kisses I recently just had my second abortion in 9 months . I was a 19 year old college student with absolutely no plans to marry or have kids at that point. I got into a relationship with the man I grew up with and within 8 months I became pregnant with our first child. In my heart i know that baby would have deserved better, but is it ok to feel THat way? I agree about age being just a number but my husband is 50 and not interested in doing this again. I was diagnosed with a form of heart disease two years ago and the first thing I thought about was how it would affect my life and the babys life. I have never commented on a public post but I feel I need to do. Thank you for posting and giving me hope that I will find peace. Me and my boyfriend were going steady and were a couple but we were very young, both of us college freshmen. I am pregnant now and I know many other girls who have had an abortion that have had children. Oh, Honey. Im maybe 3-5 weeks pregnant but already feel attached. My husband was in prison, I cheated on him, got pregnant, he gave me the choice between keep my baby or our marriage. It is sad to see children God has made being murdered. Little Thing, I want you to be happy. I am 31 and have a 4 year old and an 8 year old step daughter. I know he has to process this but Im in agony and dont want to make a choice based on what he wants. I thought I was the problem. Im 11 weeks pregnant and Ive been dating a man for six months, I recently found out he is married but trying to get a divorce now, and hes been sleeping with her even when he knew I was pregnant. People will yawn when they are bored of you. Hi. She is a lover of writing, hiking, spending as much time outside as possible, and going to concerts. Praying for all of you and I know now every situation is so different. And I think I would have either way I would have decided so why am I finding it so hard to accept and move on. no one is on my side. She assures me, You dont have to do this. I tell her, I do. I compose myself. The film is based on a story called "A Letter from an Aborted Child," which had been used for nearly 10 years by Father Stephen Lesniewski to show women in a time of indecision. I'm not trying to make you feel guilty, but if you are planning to abort your baby, please reconsider. I feel like you put my experience and feelings into words. Immediately after I felt relief that I was not constantly nauseous and I could eat again. As you can imagine, childhood and progression through young adulthood is very hard for foster children because most of our supports disappear once we turn 18 or so and are no longer eligible for the child welfare systems services. I hate myself already and now my boyfriend hates me too and I feel trapped. Massachusetts Democrat told to resign after abortion remarks leave parents irate. I didn't know you, but I loved you. Just found out im pregnant as of today 6/18/2019. You can also sign up as Sugar . Eventually with some deep talks from my family I booked an appointment and decided it was best not to have the baby I had to have a surgical abortion at 16 weeks . Not until Im sure. That's exactly what I need to do for you. Mom's Letter to Baby During Pregnancy A Letter to My Unborn Baby: Here's What I Promise You September 25, 2017 by Laura Marie Meyers Dear Baby, There are still a few months until we. Im doing my final major project in my fashion degree and want my final collection to be inspired by my experience. I want to be respectful and listen to people who have been through the same as me. We then move to a different room and wait for the doctor. My boyfriend has two children ages 18 and 13. Dear Mom: Letters from an Aborted Baby Week 1 Dear Mom, I know you don't know I am here yet, but I am really excited to spend the next forty weeks with you and never be apart. It was hard but I dont regret it. She wrote this piece to destigmatize abortion and to offer a story of strength and hope to women and men alike. Because I was born, because I can talk and breathe air and because you can visibly see me in front of your face, I had the "right" to take my first baby's life away. Hi Kai I am turning 23 in two days, on July 24th funny enough. Thats the last burrito hell ever order without any major care in the world. This is the worst pain Ive ever felt and the most heartbroken and devastated Ive ever been. God chose YOU to be my mommy, Xxx, We are all such incredible and compassionate women. You may wonder why I say she.. his mom knew, she had taken me to my appointment. And, I dont know If I ever would have met my husband of now and not really sure of he would stick around with me having a kid from somebody else but regrets are one of the worst thing that you go though when you make a decision like this. And each month, when it decided to, my period came. Help us build the most popular collection of contemporary poetry on the internet! WASHINGTON The Biden administration on Monday told hospitals that they "must" provide abortion services if the life of the mother is at risk, saying federal law on emergency treatment. Anyway. And then I blurt out, without any grace, and much louder than I intend, Im pregnant. His eyes get wide as frisbees and he says, Wait. I loved this poem so much, it made me cry. I want two more children. I found out I was pregnant on September 23rd, 2 weeks before my 21st birthday. Its so irresponsible of me i know, but i dont want him to feel like Im trying to use this new baby as a way to rekindle our relationship that in reality was not that good. I told him to not come at all and I would be fine. It haunts me every day . My parents were very poor but devout Catholics, so abortion was not a legal or moral option for them for any. Just since December is when I noticed I wasnt having my normal periods. I cry. Thank you for sharing. and I have no clue what to do. For My Mommy (the cry of an unborn child) Its been 44 years since my abortion and I think of her every day. Please don't cry, remember that I love you and I'll be waiting for you with open arms. Ive always had irregular periods and issues. She comes to me in my dreams at least once a week. My advice to you would be to remember that at the end of the day, and your life, you have to be able to live with yourself, so forget about what your partner wants and do what is right for you. If it makes you feel any better, abortion is highly unlikely to affect your future fertility equally though Im missing my baby a lot. I even Bought girl stuff.. in the end I told myself he was right. Financially we are already tight. Just not now. I told myself there was no way i could be pregnant. Even with his support, the support of my mother, sister, and friends.. You definitely should keep it! The law has no exception to allow an abortion to save the life of . Thank you for your sorry. A heart touching letter from a unborn baby to his mother baby is very happy when he is conceived and think that his mother is world's best mom and he share his happiness with his mother telling her all his activities and growing stages in her tummy but his parents decide to abort this baby.. prayatn Follow Advertisement Advertisement Recommended I cry also. A group of doctors and conservative medical groups is suing to overturn the FDA's approval of mifepristone and a federal judge could rule to cut off . Hello Mommy, this is me, your baby- Making an impassioned plea to her mother to not abort her, she shares her hopes and fears with the woman who can control whether she lives or dies. I hope you are healing well and have found happiness in other ways, until one day you and your unborn baby see each other again. I stood up, pants around my ankles, and lost my footing, grasping onto the shelf that held toilet paper and Febreze. I was 5 weeks. He had a vasectomy and yet I ended up pregnant again. I do wish I wouldve had more support during this time, mainly because my husband shut down due to his circumstances, but it has gone to show me just how strong I am and how much stronger I can be. I hope that there wasnt a little soul in there yet . The baby daddy is crying too because we have a lot to achieve in life and this isnt what we expected. Thank you for writing this. nothing was ever the same between us. The World Health Organization (WHO) estimates that 42 million abortions are induced worldwide each year. I am so sorry you had to go through this. There are no words. He even started pulling out old toys and other items from when his own children were young. Then I went into early menopause at 34 and never had kids. I was wondering how you are feeling. Dear Reverend (name), It is not without much time and thought that I have decided to address myself to you. So at 26 years old, on April 10th, 2015, just as I had for months prior, I took a pregnancy test because I was eight days late. Its a hard decision, Hi there Im in the same situation, dont know what to do Im so sick ? Im 21, and I was 7 weeks pregnant last week but decided to terminate, after much deliberation. The Dublin Declaration , signed by over 1,000 medical professionals, states "As experienced practitioners and researchers in obstetrics and gynecology, we affirm that direct abortion - the. Cant help thinking its meant to be when I got pregnant again. She is a very strong woman but this is killing her slowly and I dont know how to help. I'm speaking. This poem represents the voice of an unborn child pleading for its life. I PRAY my baby forgives me for being weak And she comes back to me. Sending love xx. Im struggling with this decision. I cant seem to decide on this but I know I have to do it And Ive been crying the past few days because I know I dont want to be separated from my first baby but I cant.. I dont want to undo my choice, but its still so hard to live with sometimes. I was overjoyed but crushed the next day after he told me we werent ready and that I should get rid of it. If your willing to share that is. I cried so bad in the clinic and during the procedure that I still have nightmares and flashbacks often. Nine nights later, the night before the appointment, I go to sleep the same way I have every night since I found out about you: heartbroken and tearful. But its only 5 weeks so its nothing more then a pack of cells still, right? But tbh, by that point in our unhealthy relationship I had enough resentments of my own towards him to really care much. A young woman writes an open letter to the child she is about to abort and posts it online.. I havent seen her since after I delivered her, I immediately went whom and my sister arranged everything after she found out what happened , because I needed help so I called her.. My daughter was only 800g when she was born, stayed in NICU for 3 month. I know you made the right decision for you! I felt you crying when you went to the doctor. I couldnt face a potential miscarriage, still birth or birth defects and my doctors had no guidance for me and what I was dealing with regarding my health. She / he would have been 9 years old. Also it will definitely be detrimental to my relationship with my husband. Youre still with me, and Im grateful for that too. . She returns and hands me an envelope. It was also great that you had someone to give you a choice. I just remember lying on the table crying my eyes out begging for forgiveness till They put me to sleep . I dont know what to do, I know exactly how you feel . I just recently started a new job and I want to progress. We have only one flight of stairs, but I must have stood and then sat at least twenty times, unsure how to greet him. In 1971 a Catholic woman who wrote this letter had an abortion in New York. My periods had always been very irregular and I had taken over the counter tests when it got late but I got negatives the both times so I was certain I wasnt pregnant. All the best to you <3. You will always be part of my heart, and I know that if someday I see two pink lines again, it will be you coming back to me. This experience has done extraordinary things to me so far i have softened and really felt into my feminine. I never knew if I wanted kids or not or if Id make a good mother. When he parks in front of my school, in front of parents carrying in their babies and small children, I call Planned Parenthood and schedule an abortion for ten days from now. Constant regret and pain . Not because I want to but because I feel I HAVE to. Use "He" or "She" When Talking about Her Baby. Maybe you think no one understands. Im sad, but dont regret it. And try my hardest at everything I do. Thank you for this. I dont want to go through an abortion again. And an angel to look after you, too. Im 27 years old and he is 32 years old. I dont want one. All Ive ever wanted is to me a mom. Abortion Poem Letter To Mommy From The Womb To be honest, I have always felt strongly against abortion. She was already the mom of a young girl and in an abusive relationship. I am actually praying that it . Like you, I could not have made a life for my baby at that time. None of it matters. Your dads hand squeezes mine, although I dont think its purposeful, and he asks again, Whats wrong? I look him dead in the eyes, knowing Im about to change his life forever. I have been looking for support from this side. It is killing me to know she is alive now and she wont be in a few days. I was very helpless. And to be honest, your dad and I werent using protection. I know it not quite the same but its just how I feel. I support her no matter what her decision is but ultimately I feel like she is too young to make the rest of her life set and stone. or I know it sounds irresponsible to have sex with a man that Im not with unprotected. If you are in the position to do so, please consider becoming a SMBC (single mom by choice). Collection of 38 Abortion Poems That Get You Feel Sad & Guilty Abortion health information An abortion is a procedure to end a pregnancy. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. And while sometimes they are not always as sensitive to the subject as Id like (not on purpose) it feels so relieving to tell someone. I dont have the financial capability to take care of a child. They told me to think about what I wanted to do and that theyd support me regardless of my choice. Im 22 and I recently went through my 2nd abortion. To cheer you up when you're sad. I am totally against abortion. Jessa Duggar Seewald, best known for her role on the TLC reality show "19 Kids and Counting," recently shared in a YouTube video that she miscarried what would have been her fifth child. I dont know how Im going to get over this. Xoxo , AUSTRALIA, My boyfriend does not understand either. I want this baby, but I know financially we wouldnt be able to afford it. I recently experienced my first pregnancy, at 19 years of age and with four years of nursing school ahead of me. Norma McCorvey, the plaintiff in Roe v. Wade, never had the abortion she was seeking. Gone by The Head and The Heart plays, and I publicly cry at the lyric. I cant share any of this with him. Your situation is mine. Some in the anti-abortion movement use the song, or . After I check in, I have to take another urine test. Everyone at work keeps getting pregnant and every time I hurt. I've got twice the appetite and half the energy. I still wonder what if. My boyfriend and I have only been dating a few months. Oh Mommy please, just give me a chance I was pursuing an academic career and never had the chance. I was pretty much pressured to become pregnant by my boyfriend at the time (now very ex). But why was this pregnancy right now? Love to you and your baby girl. I was clearly going to get my period. But i wanted to say thank-you because your post was something i came across before i went in for my abortion and it brought me to tears. Davis, a mother of three, is fundraising online to cover the cost of traveling out of state to get an abortion. Ugh. Then told me I was over reacting for waking up in the middle of the night over and over crying. I open it and see two pictures of you. We were told if we wanted children we would have to make a concerned effort. He says if i get an abortion we must split that Hell respect my decision but we cannot continue together. I am totally against abortion. Hey, came across this after searching for something to resonate with how I feel. I couldnt talk to him about keeping it because he would panic and and say it wasnt plausible anytime I showed attachment. I am 6 weeks and already feeling flutters and I feel like I will never get past be this. Raising her was not easy on my own but he convinced me to move back so he can have his family.